To be honest I haven't uploaded anything in awhile simply because, in my opinion, everything I've drawn since I finished high school and started working simply hasn't been good. That's not fishing for compliments, although I don't see any particular reason to compliment my half finished sketches anyways. So, don't take it that way...

I have free time but I spend it on a greater variety of things now (many of which are a waste of time, admittedly) and I feel ashamed of my paltry collection of doodles because there's no reason I couldn't come up with something a little better. It's kind of bothersome to look at my old artwork and see more polished, more realized concepts than my current aimless scratchings.

However, those are just my expectations... I doodle every now and then and if that's all I'm going to produce for now, so be it, I'll let the world see it. DeviantArt is a dumping ground, after all. I need some reassurance than in the middle of all the stressors in my life I can still find a teeny bit of time to be an artist.

I don't want to be like so many others who forget their talents and inspiration in the business of life. It would be so pointless to go through life without even completing a few good artworks. So I'll keep going even if what comes out is just indulgent. And once I've completed my move (oh yeah, I'm moving to Las Vegas, woooh) my ideals should align with my work ethic more easily. My ideals being that, besides the preservation of my own life and those closest to me, the most important thing in the world is art. Excuse the arrogance because it's my honest conviction. Something like some measly fatigue, or a ridiculously long and engrossing anime (I'm looking at you, One Piece ¬_¬) shouldn't get in the way... >_>